Pressing Reset...

Another day ends/ and once again/ i'm pissed about how it began.... a freestyle that I say in my thoughts every night before bed/ I didn't do anything that I needed to get ahead ~V.A.

I'm finding myself in a struggle of not really utilizing me... My father always said " your going to make me rich someday"... meaning behind that quote; hope... one day I'll get my ass in gear!

I know I have a lot to accomplish for my own satisfaction but the thoughts of the people that rely on me keep me up sometimes... 27 is coming faster then 26 and i'm sure 28 is coming twice as fast (thats what she said) . Hesitation has been a catalyst that shows its ugly face/ whenever I need to act apace ~V.A.

Let this last reset...be my last reset...

Dec. 1st...

.....I set out on a new goal... Putting myself between a rock and a hard place is not something I normally do. In fact, I tend to do the exact opposite, finding the easiest way to get what I want with the minimum amount of effort (don't we all). But for some reason I felt it is time to see what I've got in the tank; how much or how far can a person push themselves for the better.

What would need to be sacrificed in order to reach something that is, in all likely hood, an uncertainty.... more important than all my doubts, why did I wait so long ...