Good Morning

A lot of thinking can go on at 630 in the morning

...Mom

It's not that some people DON'T change... Some people just CAN'T change... A lot of my energy and time have gone to waste trying to defy this truth.
Routine actions become habit after 21 days of repetition... and just as long to break. Does this mean a habit that is developed over 30+ years takes the same amount of time to break?
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As each disappointment with my mother continues to solidify my fears... I've come to the reality, she is who she is and will not change.

Daily Thoughts

Pissed... Angry... Frustrated... These words can describe most of my days in the past couple months. The constant reminders are everywhere... I have failed at what I set out to do in life; so far...
I feel the constant build of stress and regret for certain actions. I realize that there are consequences for even the smallest slip up...

Please take this headache away...

The best lies...are the truth

It's funny when you find yourself asking yourself 'why did I just lie about that?'... Often I find myself not telling the truth for no reason. As if making up a story and trying to remember what i told that specific person is going to make things easier...

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....to this day... I still have not smoked weed...

Thank you for checking my blog out... Your probably wondering what exactly this blog will be about, so am I lol. Im open to any convo and topics. 

About myself... Im just a kid moving along in his career to success. Im hoping to see my friends there as well. My music background isn't much different then the typical story that youv'e heard a hundred times. You know, the whole 'I have been doing music since I was a child... and grew up in the church choir' speech. Truthfully, I didn't start taking music seriously until about 4 years ago, and now I'm pushing forward full steam. 

I remember selling my first beat for only $25 to a local rapper named "Ready" haha.... I was toooooooo excited... I don't know what the overwhelming feeling was that came over me at that moment. It might have been the thought that I gained some respect from my peers for my craft... It could have been the thought someone believed that my music was good enough to invest in... Whatever it was, I felt good that I had turned a hobby into something more...

~Sidebar:    The struggles in believe in life can make, break, and rebuild a person. I have been at all ends of the spectrum just like everyone else. I also believe that the journey is the best part; Thank You Mom;-) 

Right now.... Im in a place where things are looking up and Im still free to explore different avenues in music and life. I hope in your life that you find happiness and joy in what you do and who you are. 

May God be with you